Sorry

I dont claim to know you
And I don't
All I have of you are images
But I won't
Consider considering hope
In this new shimmering rope
Of memories and contemplation

I love you with all my heart
I know because you're
Circling in my thoughts from the start
to the end to the next start
And I stare in my state nearing
Harmless obsession,
This is not my decision
My mind's on recession
From my daily routines
I have too much time to spare
This is but too rare
But how could I dare
to fall again in this vicious circle
Of selfishness, of derisive glee?
Don't you see?

You're way off my league
I can't even imagine
talking to you about this
But I don't, vis a vis
A lot of people that I know
I'm burning the seed I should sow

I don't want anything
And I won't
Do anything but sit and be mesmerized
I'm burnt
Living aeons in your photographs
I'll never run short of paragraphs
To sit and describe
what in my mind subscribes
To those dazzling images

But I don't love you
Because I don't know you
I only know your face
And I feel empty in this space
My perception is diluted
With the opaqueness of your dimensions
And my mind cries in your mention
In my inability to possess you

But I won't be contended
Because my love's unintended
And you're a fleeting cloud
On a bright blue morning
And all I can do is watch you pass by
And gaze at you as you dissappear
Into the orange warmth of the horizon

I love you, but thats all
I'm living with it and so will you -
Sorry.